The way it used to be.

It's 2004.

We are all Friends, a big group. Some kind of strange family. Maybe I am the "Mummy", maybe I am one of The Kids. All I know is that I am in one of the three couples within our family. Me and Clark Kent. Mr and Mrs Sarah. Mr and Mrs Doctor. Me and Mrs Sarah are the bestest Friends in the whole world - I'm so glad she's going to Uni with me! We might even live together!!

We are having such fun! I'm just finishing my A levels and I'll be off to Uni soon.

Only problem is that I kinda fancy doing the whole Uni thing on my own. Without my super hero. He agrees though.. so it should all be ok. Very sad, but Ok.

I'm at uni now, living with Mrs Sarah. I still seem to be going out with Clark Kent. He's still so happy... I'm not. Well, I am. I just notice that i'm making much less of an effort than him. And I don't really want to try any more.

Mrs Sarah says I should break up with him. Maybe she has a point.

Oh My god. For some reason Mr Sarah is telling people I cheated on Clark! I'd like to know with who!?!

So The Group think's I'm a cheat. Great. At least Mrs Sarah is on my side.

It's 2007 (just)

Mrs Sarah isn't talking to me. Mrs Doctor is her new best freind. I'm not invited to stuff any more. Which does make me sad, and lonely, when I come back to mums. I do miss her.

But.

I'm not sure (other than Bill, and maybe even Island Boy) if I have anything in common with them any more. I get on so well with Ella and James and Crunchie and Intel and all my Ladies from Hell's Accountancy ( and the blokes too) maybe I've out grown cornwall.

Honestly. I'm not sure if i'll ever come back here for more than a weekend ever again and that makes me feel surprisingly free.

So good bye Old Family. I'm not sure what I did wrong - I'm sorry for whatever it was.